“The probability of separate worlds meeting is very small. The lure of it is immense. We send starships. We fall in love.”
- Jeanette Winterson
Listening to the Pirates of the Caribbean On Stranger Tides soundtrack is keeping me alive through my German studying right now.
I’m so close to putting my head down and falling asleep. My vision’s starting to get blurry, which means I can’t focus my eyes well enough on words and I’m super tired.
Ich habe müde.
robb, 17, westeros. king in the north. chances are you know my name, but NOT my story. fuck lannisters. fuck joffrey. fuck betrothals (lmao love my baby talisa two months strong <3). fuck moms i dont need your shit. fuck people who think a throne is theirs by rights… (lol you know who i mean.) living my life, you can stay mad. i do not give one single fuck. WINTER IS COMING BITCHEZ.
another audacity mashup! hope you guys like it. Had to cut apart the instrumental a lot to extend it, hopefully it turned out okay!
In other news, my class workload isn’t large but the assignments are time consuming and you’d think that playing bass and practicing for my lessons would take up the rest of my free time.
And while this is true (kinda), I’m doing so much otherwise. I’m an officer in T4T, I’m trying to attend every CASH meeting and event, and I’m still trying to do more.
If I sit back and think about it, I probably shouldn’t have applied for the honors society since I doubt I’ll have time for it.
But you know what? Fuck it. College isn’t the time to get enough sleep, it’s the time to do every damn thing that counts.
I just applied to join a national honors society that’s college/graduate based.
Also, I’m still finding it hard to place myself. I don’t have a group of people here I can call my family, and while the drumline is starting to form itself into a group that can almost be family it still doesn’t make me comfortable enough to be 100% myself. The people in T4T are all on a slightly different wavelength than me, and that’s fine. I don’t expect anyone to be here for me just because I want them to be.
But I’m starting to feel lost again, and it perplexes me.
Trying to put into words why I want to study abroad in New Zealand is one of the toughest questions I’ve had to answer for my college quest to date.
How am I supposed to quantify something that is unquantifiable?
I’ve already started planning all the places I need to go when I’m in New Zealand.
Is that bad?
Done by Anthony Mealie at Lotus Tattoo in New York (USA).
designed and tattooed by cata
at Per4Store BerlinGermany
Band tan thus far. I post my bare back to show how distinct the pale-to-tan lines are. I know I’m pink at my neck and around my shoulder blades, but that’s only from today because I was late to practice and didn’t have time to put on sunscreen. Should fade out by Wednesday.
I’m so tan, you guys. And freckley. It’s weird but I like it. I haven’t been this tan since high school. And there is still a large majority of me (sports bra area and shorts area) that is pasty white and it makes me laugh because the difference is so noticeable.
Skin is so weird.
kinesin (a motor protein) pulling a some kind of vesicle along some kind of cytoskeletal filament